Some Girl

Waiting behind a girl

buying coffee

I think:

"You're fat and ugly. You're

A useless piece of shit

That I wouldn't even waste my time hurting.

You're a failure at everything, you have

Nothing going for you and

Nothing anyone wants.

"You're disgusting and stupid,

laughable and pathetic,

And it makes my skin

Crawl to even think of you in the same room,"

Is what she'd say. I wait,

Hyperventilating as

She walks away.

"I'd like a black coffee,"

I choke

and choke and choke and choke and choke...