Cut
my face to ribbons and stab me in the eye.
I
want me badly broken -- I really want to die.
Fling
me through a windowpane or drive me to my knees,
I
want you to destroy me, or to die of some disease.
I
want to go run screaming into a wall of brick.
I
want to spin a pistol, and never hear it click.
I
want my throat ripped open, and for my heart to stop,
I
want it to be over: this hellish mortal flop.
I
want to die by choking, or fall beneath a wheel.
I
want my cold heart broken, and nevermore to heal.
I
want to go out leaping, and fall upon a rock.
I
want to die by fire, or from a fatal shock.
I
want you to deprive me of light and food and air.
Asphyxiate
me, would you, and end this dull despair?
I
want a fatal virus, or infection through my blood,
Oh
please, dear world, disown me, and end it with a 'thud'.
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