Frustrated

Cut my face to ribbons and stab me in the eye.

I want me badly broken -- I really want to die.

Fling me through a windowpane or drive me to my knees,

I want you to destroy me, or to die of some disease.

I want to go run screaming into a wall of brick.

I want to spin a pistol, and never hear it click.

I want my throat ripped open, and for my heart to stop,

I want it to be over: this hellish mortal flop.

I want to die by choking, or fall beneath a wheel.

I want my cold heart broken, and nevermore to heal.

I want to go out leaping, and fall upon a rock.

I want to die by fire, or from a fatal shock.

I want you to deprive me of light and food and air.

Asphyxiate me, would you, and end this dull despair?

I want a fatal virus, or infection through my blood,

Oh please, dear world, disown me, and end it with a 'thud'.